i wish i have a title.
Friday, August 15, 2008 @ 8:43:00 AM
hello. sorry for not updating recently. was busy with project, very. feel so tired and drained. umm, well, though not very satisfied with my work ): find that i don't really have the heart to do my work. i wonder why too.

i just hate it when you keep popping me with questions i do not know how to answer. it's just as if calling me to predict the future when i don't even know whether i will marry him or not. i used to be very sure that i will be with him forever, but now i'm not that sure anymore. i know that i'm avoiding the topic once and again. but the thing is, he's like that! what do you expect me to do?! i can't possibly change his character just because i don't like it that way. so stop forcing meyou make myself to shut myself up to prevent mroe quarels and misunderstanding, but when i shut the fuck up, you pissed me off again and makes me want to scream the hell out at you. i just want to tell you, i hate you.