Wednesday, December 26, 2007 @ 8:49:00 PM
wonder why will i dislike you so much? sometimes it even leads to hatred. hearing your voice or even seeing your face will turn me off. just now you told me that this weekend you will be going to malaysia with your colleagues. upon hearing the news, i'm happy yet worried. happy because i can finally break free from your clutches for 2 to 3 days. i will never feel like this before, even when last time you told me that you will be going out for 2 to 3 days. it will be worried all the way, whether you will be safe and all. you said what you give me now is freedom, the freedom that you never had when you were my age. look at what generation you're comparing now. even when i'm out, look at the number of times you call me and spot checking on me. oh well, maybe this is concern. but concerning too much makes no difference to controlling me. i hate you at times, but deep down i will still care. just that i don't show it to you. concerning and loving someone doesn't mean that you have to show it out. i can keep it in me, and i do love you mom.