SP vs ITE
Friday, October 19, 2007 @ 4:58:00 PM
SP vs ITE, crit kills me. i feel so terrible inside.

yst was with sam almost the whole day. haha. went to crash her lecture cum tutorial. nigel invited me to go for his chalet and yujun will be there, also to celebrate sab's birthday. but i cant, i mean i have night cycling. well, i regret agreeing to it. dammit. i want to go for the chalet. night cycling seems to be boring cuz i know noobpee and allan wun always be with me and NEW FRIEND is going. sian full! yst match with ITE. wtf, 11-0. coach kept shouting like a mad dog at the bench. look, team mates really have phobia towards the ITE. they damn strong luh. what's more our coach keep shouting at us, giving us pressure. it was hard to play. i'm glad that i sat at the bench throughout the game as sub. can talk to pat and dun hafta suffer up there.

today lunch with pee and waimeng. welllllll, went to fc6. so far luh. went to eat donut (: my crit just ended. i think not very good. edmund asked how much i grade myself for this T3A project upon 10, i said i think i get 5.1. where's the other 4.9? i have some ideas in mind but i dun dare to do it out because i'm afraid to draw it in autocad. i duno how to draw well, hence i dun dare to let my ideas be wild. elaine told me actually my this final model is not that bad so i dun hafta feel so sad. i duno why when they were talking to me, my heart felt as if it was being squashed up, i can't seem to breathe and the feeling was terrible. sigh, i just dun have the heart nor mood to settle down since this new sem starts. i can't concentrate on my studies, all i think of is going out and noobpee. i really want to be back like last sem, the urgency and the urge to do well for my model and work. where where where? where's the old me? i feel so empty inside.