popo, hang on there. we need you.
Thursday, September 06, 2007 @ 12:01:00 AM
we need you. hang on there and we'll pull through together.

came back from chalet. not bad ah. went to sentosa for 2 interviews. one is work for banquet with wang lan, the other one is to work at the beach there, an italian restaurant. anw, my stomach is really very painful. since last night till now. cuz last night after night cycling, i went to sleep. then kinda hungry, so i went to eat beehon and curry. beehon i took out from the fridge and i just eat. curry was cold too. no wonder i get stomach ache, or izit of the bbq food? sigh, duno lah. now very pain!
got home after interview. actually wanted to go bathe and prepare to meet ryan papa for dinner. but, mom called and said that grandma was admitted to the hospital. i thought it was not very serious so i said oh. at that point of time, i still intend to go for dinner. but mom continued and said that she think grandma cannot make it anymore. i immediately agreed and i called ryan papa and told him that i can't make it for the dinner cause of the problem. he told me not to think too much and he will be there for me. anything just call him. wow, was touched!
on the way to the hospital in the car, i kept praying that grandma will be fine. when we reached the hospital, i saw grandma lying on the bed. she was panting very badly when breathing the inhaler. everyone was there. i held on to her hand. i called her but i'm not sure if she can hear me. my tears came welling up and it just drop uncontrollably. i was scared. i'm afraid to lose her. she's the only grandma left. the rest had all passed away. i want her to live and be with us till i grow up and have kids. i want her to be my children's great grandmother. my eldest uncle saw her panting so heavily, everyone know was a torture. he said to her, ''ma, if you really find it hard to pull through, relax yourself. if you can't make it alr, slowly just go.'' no!!!! i dowan her to go! in my heart deep down, i was praying hard for her to live.
uncle asked if i play soccer ah? i said umm, sch team wan lah. i'm just one of the lousiest player. he said when playing soccer, most importantly is 'thumb' and space. lol. THUMB?! he wanted to say TIME. but pronounced as thumb. hahaha. then he pronounced 'hypnotised' and HY-POH-TISE. hahaha, wth lah, damn funny. then we told him his english lousy can. he said his is those scottish english. wth. holy crap!