crit is coming!
Friday, August 17, 2007 @ 12:36:00 PM
crit!! my crit is coming. gonna be my turn soon! ))))):

hello. sorry for abandoning my blog these 2 days. yesterday was kinda bad for me. i vomited 2 times lah. the feeling was terrible. cuz in the afternoon, i forced myself to eat the hello panda and yanyan choc biscuits. i was alr very full but i want to gain weight and also my mouth was itchy lah. after the 2 packets of biscuits, my stomach starts to bloat again. i thought after a nap it will be fine. but after i woke up, it was still bloated. i went to eat pills so that maybe i can throw up. i did, the taste of choc sucks. i start to have phobia towards choc. it stinks when it's being puke out. my stomach felt very empty after that. so i went to drink some cereal. after drinking, i have a feeling that i gonna puke again. i ran all the way to the toilet and everything just pour out again. WTH!!! i went to sleep. mom came back. she insisted on bringing me to the doctor. i told her i dowan. i really dowan to see doctor. i've been seeing the doctor for 3 times alr, since the end of july till now.

in sch now, using kenneth's lappy. later i gonna have my crit. i was kinda bad lah. when others were presenting, i was sleeping. was very tired. later will be my turn. i wonder what will the lecturers say about my model. i doubt it will be good. my concept is on 'leaves falling from the tree'. i put myself in the leaf's shoes to experience how it may feel. MAY feel. i duno how the leaf will feel. the lecuturers will say that it's not something personal. how you know what a leaf is thinking? sigh. i really duno how to counter attack to their questions. bless me.

p.s. happy birthday mom.