why do u hafta appear in my dream?!
Sunday, May 20, 2007 @ 12:26:00 PM
why?! why must u appear in my dream every night. u really make me feel so terrible. i can't forget you. this is worse than death u know. i love u more than everyone but why must this happen to me? why must it be me? why choose me to undergo this kind of pain. i really love you with all my heart. last night harry talked to me on msn, he told me about what u said to him when we went to cathay to watch wild hogs. omg, it was worst lah. he made me love u even more. how can i salvage this relationship? do i really hafta change myself to get u back or should i just let go and never get into relationship anymore. i miss u. i know this sounds really stupid. i hate what i am now. i look damn pathetic now but when i dreamt of u, i just think that wad happened on friday was just a nightmare. sobs, i really feel bad inside. i hate myself. today was supposed to be our 4 weeks. haha. i think everything is too late now.