sunday, i'm looking forward to it, beloved jacko.
Friday, August 18, 2006 @ 10:55:00 PM
let's start the day with 2 great news. first is i can finally bind my d&t coursework. i've been waiting for this day since the start of the year. the introduction of d&t coursework till now. hardwork and endurance finally paid off. though it's quite expensive but worth it. for the sake of my o's, everything is going to be fine. maybe i should really start mugging hard. i'm wondering what the hell had happened to my combined humanities? i'm like so off with the grades that i've been always scoring. maybe it's time to knock senses into myself. wake up, mel!!! it's morning.... the second great news that i'm going to announce is that my wish will be fulfilled on sunday. i'm so looking forward to it and may god please bless that everything will be fine. i know you'll find it weird because you don't know what's going on here but i just can't say. let me enjoy it myself kay. haha.

overall, this whole week is quite tiring. i stayed back in school everyday to do either d&t or homework. so busy. i'm the honeybee, buzzing here and there. wed was fun cuz we had catching for PE. we had the hall all to ourselves and we played hall catching. it was definitely great playing with classmates. it was real fun and i supposed everyone did enjoy it. anw, only some of us played. the others were either idling around or playing badminton. the day was fun and i love it to the fullest. 4e5-ians rock.

today, i had my english oral. it sucks lah. well, the topic is easy, it's just that i screwed everything up. my picture discussion was the worst. in the mid of the discussion, i just hang there. i didn't know what to say and my mind was blank. the examiners just looked at me and i was about to cry. lols. i stammered and end it quickly. conversation was okay but i kept saying ''whenever this.. whenever that''. when i said ''whenever'' for the forth time, i told the examiners that i'm sorry. omg, i screwed everything up and it's all my fault. i hate myself and i really want to pass my english. no english, no poly. that's all. i want to enter tourism, it's my dream course. may god bless.