what's wrong with mie??!!
Sunday, July 02, 2006 @ 12:50:00 AM
hhmm.. i wonder why i woke up at 6 plus today. maybe i thought that i hafta go to school and i start to do my bed. after folding my blanket, i realise that *ting today is saturday and i just went back to sleep. okie, was rather stupid i think and yeah, it was stupid. so i ended up waking at 10. i just can't go back to sleep mayb it's bcuz i know that superband's encore gonna start soon. i looked forward to milo ice's performance and i'm so in loved with them; esp sam. hah. anw, yeah. i love the song that they sang. it was nice and it can definitely bring me back to the past. where i used to have my eyes glued to the tv everyday and watch this show. hhmm, i agreed with mom dat after tuition which will end at 2, we'll go to jurong point to shop for a while and head for tuition. supposedly the tuition starts at 12 and we were waiting for miss yeo to call us in. we waited and waited. miss soh came out instead and so we went in lah. practise math ppr 1 today and it's kinda boring. it's using up all my brain juice, squeezing them real hard and i get no where. anw, when the clock strucks 1.30, everyone starts to pack up and ready to leave. okie, juan, peishan and me was like isn't it until 2? cuz few lessons back miss yeo was sick and now she's making up for it by extending every lesson by half an hour. so isn't it until 2? ''no, we start at 11.30 today so we alr make it up by having it earlier by half an hour.'' damn. wad the. i missed my half an hour! it's unfair okay. nvm, anw i downa to have that half an hour. but i just dun feel good. hah. yupps, i meet mom at 2 plus and head for jurong point. guess wad i saw? muahahaha. today josh and shawn will be coming to jp and that means i'm goin to see them! woohoo. for your info, they are the actors in 'i not stupid too'. they are of course handsome and i do like them. but i also like sam. *boring. i duno wad i'm writing rite now. okie, so mom was hungry and we went to subway. i din eat subway before so wasn't sure how does it works and how the food taste like. i acted quite stupid in there and i feel like burying myself in a hole. anw, the food was nice and yup, taste better than mac and all other fast food rest. we were sitting at the outside and the stage is just right in front of us. yeah, mark lee came in and started talking craps. kinda lame lah, his joke. he kept saying that he's handsome.*puke. i still needa eat my subway okay. and of course i hafta sms juan to make her jealous cuz i gonna see her josh. lol. it was on purpose cuz she'll be able to see sam, so yeah, it's my turn. whoops* josh and shawn came out modelling and they're charming. lol. the girls were screaming like it's their first time seeing a man standing in front of them. well, can't blame them. they've never seen one before. oh ya, gotta rush for tuition and i'm really scared to face mr koh. when i reach there *phew, he's not there. thank god. lesson was okay and lorh sore. i agreed with jing yi that i'll go to her house tonight to revise chem and she gotta teach me probability cuz i suck at it. b4 dat, we went to market to acc her to buy her dinner. on the way there, she told me that actually sam alr has a girlfriend. *pang. it hits me right on the face, really. no kidding. i feel like dying. lol. that wasn't funny okay! i just duno y lah. mayb i should knock myself into senses. wad am i thinking about. i know him and he dun even know dat i ever exist in this world. bloody shit. stupid ppl like me will only think of this kind of rubbish. anw, we went back to her house and we started the battle. battle with chemistry is the last thing i ever want. my chem sucks and i hate to face it. but wad to do? reality forces me to. jing yi and xia started teaching me. okie, i sort of understand and they advise me to memorise all the formula. eg, carbonate ion is CO3 2-. nvm, mayb u dun understand wad im talking about. but it's rely hard. there's positive and negative ion. i'm determined and she said dat when she starts to test me, if i get one of it wrong, i shall copy it 10 times. yeah, there's 28 of it. that means it will be 280 times. i'm the lucky winner!! i got it!! i hafta copy for 280 times!! woohoo! i know, mayb its bcuz of copying that makes myself look so stupid right now. yeah, after copying and i still got it wrong. i'm utterly disappointed in myself that i cried. sob. but not in front of them, i just act as if nth happens and continue to memorise. the copious tears just come down like a running tap. anw, at last i got it all right okay!! i said dat i'm determined! no more mood to study and i started reading my book, 'sink or swim'. i went home aft that and i hate the feeling of walking from 9th storey all the way down to 3rd storey. the feeling is eerie. the whole block is so quiet and i'm so afraid i might bump into 'something'. oh shut up, mel....