do i have to change?
Thursday, October 07, 2004 @ 6:44:00 AM
should i change?mayb i should.well, i don't know whether i should change. i want to change myself to a better person, but i find it hard. i hate my character. i'm just too straightforward. i will spill out everything that i wanna say. i didn't care for how others feel.i'm just a baddie. i want to be kind, gentle, and not that busybody. i want to be a kind soul that everybody likes. but how?i totally agree with him, it's really hard to change. oh ya, and my handwriting. my handwriting sucks. lol.

aniwae, i don't know what's wrong with the temperature nowadays. it's sssooooo hot. but not as hot as yesterday. today 3e5 have art. lol. i've got an advantage? lol. not really aniwae cuz i didn't reli c him. first two period was english and miss ang taught us how to write a complaint letter. but i don't understand cuz i always fail my letter writing. we had science after that and i wasn't paying attention. i was reading charmed. it's a nice storybook and it gets more and more interesting. lol. went for recess and i saw him wit jensen. well, i was busy copying literature homework and didn't have time to eat.[no appetite]. had maths test after recess and for mi, it was kinda hard. i always fail maths. no, should be fail every subject.had chinese after that, and i was reading again. while iw as reading, eddie and edwind were playing with marker.well, kinda dangerous cuz that marker will somehow land on your uniform and that victim is me. the marker landed on my butt. poor me, my skirt had a 'mole'. the worse part is my bottle is also a victim. being thrown everywhere. mdm toh got fed-up and she called zach to go to the general office and call mr song up. eddie settled down and we started playing tic-tac-toe. the winner get to splash water. well, the same old thing. he play cheat. not fair!! i ws yelling at him when mr song came in. everyone was looking at me and i was like ''huh?!''.lol. eddie and mr song started arguing and eyes were fixed on them. mr song told him to go for detention after school and he was like ''dowan'' cuz he wanted to go ''now''. he did not want to have lit.

lit was kinda ''okie''. went to have lunch with hexian and wenhui. we were joking about many things and i was laughing so loudly that the whole coffee shop can hear me.lol. went home after that and prepare to have tuition.