Tell me about it
Saturday, May 23, 2009 @ 3:32:00 AM
Have you ever encounter the feeling of flying up high and dropping down dead? I just experienced it from the person whom I deeply love. The feeling goes like you initially have a stomach filled with excitement to meet that person, not physically. But your excitement did last till the very last moment when the person informed you by just an SMS saying that he/she couldn’t make it. A long enduring 5 hours of waiting ended like this. How cool is that? Sometimes I really ponder whether it’s worth waiting or not? Time is not a problem, but the ache that hurts deep down is the thing that matters the most.

Ever wonder why the person will do this to you? I don’t mind telling you this which is because I’ve made a mistake before and that he/she could not forgive me. I know it’s hard but I’ve tried my very best to do what I can. Maybe the pain does not apply to me that is why I said, karma does come, it’s just a matter of time. Another reason why the person may do this to you is because he/she thinks that you deserve it! He/she should spite you real hard to make you feel how he/she felt that time.

All in all, I wasn’t angry at all. Oh well, maybe I do feel it but not to the extent of exploding. It’s just a tinge of pain and hurt inside, but it’s alright as I’m sure I’m a strong person who can overcome such minor stuff in no time. I guess sometimes you do not have to put too much in a relationship as there may be no return or that the return comes with revenge.