Friday, March 21, 2008 @ 11:28:00 PM











this post is for you mom.

recently i have realised that mom and my relationship had got better. somehow i find that i have mature more than before. i won't want to argue back with her or pick a fight anymore. she's better than before too, i think. it's like i just want to care more for her and papa. i want to be fillial to them, treat them better than before. you see, they're getting older as days go by. it's always better to do what you want than to regret. she even treat geek just as good. everytime when she cooks, she will ask if want to ask him to come for dinner or maybe when she make some pastry or dessert, she will ask him too. i'm just so glad that i don't have to keep lying to her like before and can go out with him like nobody's business.

moreover, after the incident of my grandmother passing away makes me even want to treasure my parents more. grandmother's death was already one of my biggest regret in life. so now i just want to say, thanks mom, i love you. i know she won't be reading this, but at least i've said what i want to say from the bottom of my heart.


this post is for you baby.

i know that you have done alot for me. accompany me everyday for FO trainings and even join our club to come for camps. even when you're not feeling very well, you'll still come to school for enrollment just to be with me.you spend more time with me than you spend at home with your family. i'm really sorry about that. you keep my family accompany more than you keep with yours. you know that i like when you come over because i can feel the warmth in the house. hence you never reject me whenever i ask you to come over.

i really appreciate what you have done for me and not take you for granted. i know that people will think that why the hell i'm always with my boyfriend, like 24/7. i just want to treasure every moment with him because i know that when school re-opens, it will be very hard to really talk and go out together. i'll be very busy with all my projects and yeah, i can't multi task. so i can't really talk on the phone while i do my work. hence, i must treasure every moment that i can with him now. i don't want any regrets.