26 is lousy! )))):
Friday, October 05, 2007 @ 11:51:00 PM
no. 26 is lousy! ))):

submission. lunch w noobpee, waimeng and benji. waited for damn long for noobpee, made me so pissed lah. anwwww, waffleton from fc3 not bad leh. haha, first time eat can. lol. back to SAC. nearly got bang by a trolley. was looking at the floor while walking. noobpee saved me (: sentosa, collect my pay! vivo with nirousha to get her papa's bdae cake from secret recipe. ate their apple crumble cake. awww, heavenly heaven! haha. sch, debrief meeting for the chalet. soccer, tired. i'm so tired today. just no mood for serious training. moreover, i'm just a lousy player.

coach chose the first 11. never will it be me can. i think i'm born to be a substitute in soccer. like wtf, then what for i join soccer? i dowan to be someone who sits down there and cheer for my team mates when they score a goal; neither one when coach think that the one playing in the match is dying and call me up to sub. it's just all about sub-ing ppl. fariz told me to be in the first 11. like how?! your bloody friend here is fucking lousy. sigh, sometimes really feel like giving up for things that i'm not cut out for. why bother to waste time? and and and, i'm not as close as evan with them. like hell, just find that it's not very right to click with them. not that i anti social can, it's just that the feel to click is not there. i can yah yah with camp mates, classmates and cliques but just not them. just hi-bye friends in sch, soccer mates in matches and trainings.

well, forget it. umm, we shall stop here. i dun have the mood to continue. sooo, tmr gonna work from 12-10pm again. it's just another long day and to endure the agony of standing for 10 hours, serving the ppl who reserved for 100 pax. thanks ah, see how i die tmr.