model is driving me crazy, you too.
Sunday, July 22, 2007 @ 6:21:00 PM
MODEL AND YOU ARE DRIVING ME CRAZY!

today is just another model day. my back really hurts alot. i've been bending down for very long and i think my spine gonna break soon. chat online for a while with poh lim. he told me stuff. thanks. it helps. but yeah, currently i know i'm a third party and i shouldn't destroy ppl's relationship. but why am i always the one who is backing out and letting others to stay happily ever after? i hafta consider how his gf may think and i know i will be a total slut if i just barge into their life. but sigh, i really dunno wad to do. how am i going to face you when u start to avoid me? sigh. i've never regret dancing with you, NEVER. please dun tell me that u regretted, well, you've alr told me indirectly. i miss that night. that starry starry night with fireworks and sparkles bustling when we were dancing. just you and me. dancing with you was awesome and i love it to the fullest.