sorry, shouldn't have hug you.
Saturday, June 30, 2007 @ 12:36:00 AM
sorry, i shouldn't have done that. lost control.

school. hang around. library. slack- went to disturb adam. mingfu and others joined in. went to play with the mic. haha. wanted to play beatboxing through the mic. so went to youtube to look for vids. wow, some damn pro. mf damn funny lah. he say he likes those blacks when they beatbox. then there was one, but he's fat and not that good. haha. so we looked for skinny blacks. lol. there's one hot and cute guy, omg, he beatbox damn good lah. was drooling while watching. hahaha. guess what's his name? daniel sth. haha. they all laughed at me. lol. they say all handsomes named are called daniel. wtf. thats damn lame. watched horror vids too, wow, some are really scary lah. lol.

we also went to watch 'porn'. haha. one vid was on duno what check the testicles or sth. WTF! they really show the penis and all lah. wah lau, scream my ass off. damn scary lah, we screamed damn loud. haha. nightmare. lol. wanted to do OC. haha. but ended up playing truth or dare.

i was sabo when it was yp's dare. lol. did the super glue thing with him. as in like hold hands, cross each other's leg and blah. hah. then i got a dare. i chose nic to do with me. haha. i didnt really feel shy while doing with him. lol. they told me to put my hands on his butt and squeezed it. wth. i just put there, didnt dare to squeeze. lol. hhmm, then forehead to forehead, nose to nose. lol. not bad lah. then i got another dare after that.

this time round, i chose daniel. lol. same thing lah. lol. call me to do this and that. they told him to lift up his shirt and put my finger into his belly button and dig the dirt out. wtf. damn gross lah. in the end, i just put it in, without digging. they also call him to pull his jeans out so that i can look into his cock. wtf. then they call me to stare at his cock. lol. i closed my eyes lah. lol. blah blah. finished the game and went off. i came out of studio after the guys. i walked out, i saw mf, daniel and yp. i have the urge and i also duno why. i ran after them.

i called daniel. mf and yp told him that i called him. he said what. but i dun dare to say. so i said i forgot what i wanna say and just left. they told him that i may have sth to say. so he came after me. what you wanna say? umm, nothing lah. umm, can i hug you for the last time? he just looked at me. i went down and hug him. i duno what im thinking inside. hug for ard 5 secs and i let go. i said bye and walked off. i never turned back, i dun have the courage to look back.

celecrate joycelyn's and the june babies' bdae. went cine for welfare outing, only 9 ppl. like so nth to do, kinda boring to me. played truth and truth again. so lame. no dare cuz in shopping centre. asked stupid qns. homed!