i fell and hurt her.
Friday, June 08, 2007 @ 9:00:00 PM
I FELL AND HURT HER. I FEEL SOOOOO BAD INSIDE.

today is JC(join critique) day. our group dressed quite nicely. i wore a black top and a long skirt. i think i look weird. haha. wore heels too. wah, damn pain lah. haha. in the end, i changed into my nike shoes. haha. so ugly lo. it doesn't match at all. haha. the whole presentation was okay. haha. didn't really pay attention. then our ppt was not really good for me. haha. cuz i think we didn't do that well enough. the lecturers said that our lights look better when the light bulb is turned off. wth. lol. furthermore, i think that we shouldn't have throw the stips in to cover the bulb, as in look kinda rubbish. serene said we should cover up the light bulb. wth, then when we gonna present that time, one of our light bulb can't work. omg, it was really WHAT THE HELL. anw i quickly went to do my design report cuz i dun wanna drag anymore. yups, went off after that for AGM. they introduced to new MCs, SCs, president and vice president. after the AGM, we went for refreshments, okay, let me tell you. the food there are marvellous. haha, or izit i'm too hungry? but the food was damn nice lah. i keep praising how tasty is the food and they all were like, i think she hasn't eat for years. haha. wth. hhmm, then went back to the lecture theatre for games. guess wad? its catching with lights turned off. then melissa chew and julian came in. they were supposed to catch all of us. we were hiding and all. then julian came and gonna catch us. we ran all the way up. then i think he gave chase and ran up too. it was really dark. i can't see very clearly. i ran straight then someone turned back the direction. that means there's someone there to catch us too. i changed direction and julian was going to catch me. i lost balance or sth and fell. i fell onto someone. i tried to get up and i asked the girl if she was okay. she started crying, i can't see her face at all. julian came over to see. he paused the game and called them to on the lights. it was hui san, julian's girlfiend. OMG! i feel so bad. she couldn't stop crying and she told julian she sprained her leg. julian asked if she's okay. she said she just stood there and ppl pushed her down. i think she got angry or sth and she said she wanna go home. she took her ba and walked towards the door. julian ran after her and they sat at the door there. jacelyn and tiffany were telling me that it was just an accident. it was not my fault cuz the place was really dark and we could not see clealy. i squatted down there, i feel so scared. i duno if hui san will be angry with me anot. i duno if she's okay. i cried a lil and rach came to console me. thereafter, hui san went back to sit down at the chair. she even took a big step down the steps. they said that she was faking but i dun think so. i really duno. after the whole game has ended, we went back. i saw hui san and i saw her limped a lil. wah, this was bad. i feel super duper bad. i dun tink i dare to go down to club liao. really. i dun dare to face her. althou she said nvm, but i know she dun really like me. sigh. wad should i do.