u makemy heart die.
Tuesday, May 29, 2007 @ 9:45:00 PM
monday- fine day. haha. kinda happy the whole day because of that bloody false hope. i was really really happy about it but i know it was very stupid. anw, just happy lah for me. hhmm, they went to buy materials after sch, i could not go cuz of sub comm meeting. hhmm, feel bad? a bit. as in i wanna go lo, yeah, u know why. wth. then the meeting was damn long and draggy lah. was tired liao lo. then i gonna be the food IC for the one day event as sentosa siloso beach. lol. i will screw it up, trust me. i think they will end up food-less. haha. i think i should start concentrating on club and studies. nothing else. the extra ones will make my life even harder to live. i know u know i still love you lah. wth. i can't stop. i really cant. it's too fast for me. how the hell can u forget someone that fast lo. if it's that fast, then that means u dun really love that person. but i'm diff. i put in everything.


tuesday- today was okay. yeah, cuz of the lighting thingy makes us stressed! really, just stressed. sick of it. i think some not happy lo. haha. lucky never fight sia. today really okay only. im like so eff up now. i dunno. sorry. my bad i know. i just can't control. i feel so confused, lost, sad, heartbroken and everything bad just happen to me now. i know that we dun have a chance to patch, i shall stop having false hope. stop thinking, stop looking, stop turning back, stop dwelling, stop my nonsense!