• firstly, my bro can protect me. when i'm bullied, he will help me to fight with that whatever person. that's wad i want from him.
• secondly, i can ask him some qns about guys. eh, dun think the wrong way. i just wanna ask him how a guy will feel towards a girl. yeah, that's kinda impt before i make the wrong choice, which i'm currently facing.
• thirdly, i can whack him whenever i'm feeling down. he will be my punching bag for all i care. he will be there to listen to my woes and be the one who console and love me for the rest of my life as a brother.

yups, anw, today went back to sch for the gaming trial or testing stuff lah. wth, so boring lah. i dun like gaming. haha. saw daniel with ezann and wanglan. hhmm, how should i feel? i dun wanna say here but yeah, i just dowan to say it here. haha. i'm really really worried about cadp. seriously lah, please lo. i really duno who to ask help from. daniel? hmm, i think he's busy helping someone else. ask help from adam? can lah, but i dun hv his msn lo. maybe meet up w some other classmates. damn. i regret it lah. why am i not clever enough? so i dun hafta rely on others. i always needa rely on him to help me these and that. but now, i really really hafta be independent. i cant rely on him for the next 2 and a half years. damn, how to make myself more clever sia. eat sweets and chocolates? wth. i think end of my poly life, i will be tooth-less. haha. tmr gonna meet up to do the project thing. hhmm, sian? haha. i feel like joining rach they all on fri to do cadp. but i'm not sure if they are good at it anot lo. later all suffer tgt. haha. think of sunday. omg, gonna do my final model agn. super super super sian. damn. hate sch and homework!! anw, one good news. i'm selected to be one of the welfare sub com member. haha. it's a good thing lah. then can concentrate on sch and club. wun think of other stuff. but that means, my life wil be super super busy. sian. haha. okie, i think thats all for today. today mood also not very good. so yeah, tata!!