i miss the old me. i wanna be wad i am once again. the real me!
Saturday, May 26, 2007 @ 12:04:00 AM
i miss being the old me. haha, it was harry who remind me how funny i was last time. haha. really! lol. he said that the first time he noticed me was when we were collecting the tin for flag day. wth. aft i collect the tin, i went around asking people for their name and introducing myself to them. 'hello! my name is melissa!' LOL. they dun even know who the hell am i. lol. fun. i miss those days. i can be crazy for all i want. i dun hafta care how others will think of me. but look, what am i now? i look damn ugly with the selfish thought in me and i start to care about how others look at me, esp him. i really care bout his opinion and thoughts. WTH! this is like really WTH. i mean i should stop thinking about all his thoughts and all. it's me who's living, not him. i'm leading my life, i call the shot. i'm for who i am, melissa low guan yi(wah, sounds so awful lah!) okie, yeah, that's me. me me me!! the real me.