i love him more and more each day. but...
Monday, May 07, 2007 @ 8:28:00 PM
heya, it's been soo long since i blog. aiya, cuz my comp lo, super lousy sia. haha. anw, yeah, problems are everywhere! well, i'm currently attached to cow but urgh! i duno why lah. i feel that there's problems between us and even others can see it. but why he can't feel it? or izit that he's avoiding? hhmm, i love him more and more but i feel that he loves me lesser and lesser each day. omg! that's bad. why izit always like dat? the 2 previous relationships were also like this. i dowan!!! i dowan the same thing to happen again. it's very painful and it took me so long to forget them. and now, i know that it anything happens to my current relationship, i will not be able to take it or even accept it. yups, so im praying hard that everything will move on smoothly. right now, i'm vexing over monetary stuff. haha. look, this month, i will really be broke. have 2 bdae presents, mother's day present and 1 mth gift to prepare. which i dun think will be that cheap, moreover, i do not have that much money left in my bank. sigh, that's very saddening. haha. trying to save up money, cutting down on unnecessary expenses. haha, okie, think that's all for today. ilu' cow.