i'm lost.
Monday, October 23, 2006 @ 11:11:00 PM
please guide me back to the path where i will study like fuck. i really can't concentrate. please!!!! help me. i really wanna die can. i duno wad to do to make myself study hard. i can't stop thinking of many things. i can't control myself not to think of him. his motivation is very important to me and i really need him to encourage me. he is the only one who will make me feel guilty whenever i'm watching tv or relaxing my life like nobody's business. last week was so math and chem. had been doing math papers like hell and also squashing my brain juices. is that a form of revision? sigh i don't know lah. i just keep thinking that my revision is not enough despite me being so worn out. watched princess hour last week and was so sad can. i love that show so much man. i love xin and caijing so much and yeah, love it alot. but i think it's time to bring my heart back to studies. sigh, i think i should study for other subjects instead of math everyday. i mean i dun only take math o's rite. hhmm. yeah, okie. think that's all for today. tired. i miss him loads. waiting for his sms everyday. thinking of him every night, dreaming of him in my sweet sweet dream.