it's grandmom's birthday!!!
Sunday, July 09, 2006 @ 1:58:00 PM
weee~ gonna eat to my fill tonight. it's grandmom's birthday today and my mom is organising a birthday party at her house. i'm kinda looking forward to play and chat with my cousins. we've not been that close since primary six. i'm the second eldest among my cousins from my mother's side. ever since the eldest, june, proceed on to secondary school, we started to drift apart.

when we were still kiddies, the both of us were very close and sometimes she and her younger brother would come to my house to stay overnight; when there's outing. i love them loads and i treat them as my own siblings. i dun have any sibs to play with me at home and i'm always alone. you don't expect me to play with my parents rite, they won't play those kiddy things with me. every sunday, i would go my grandmom's house and my cousins will be there because they stay with my grandmom. june and i will always stick together but we'll always fight. haha. we used to play police and thief and she'll pair up my her brother while i pair with another cousin, gary. other than that, we'll also play power rangers, haha. again, june and i will fight for the pink ranger, kimberly. okay, we'll start to cry and i always ended up being the yellow ranger.

but when times were good, we'll click well and we'll look like the real sisters. we'll bathe together and sit in the bath tub to spray water at each other. you look at mine, and i look at yours. lols. but we're still kids at that time. WE'RE INNOCENT AND ADORABLE OKAY!! hahas. oh ya, not to forget the disco night. either me or june will sing and jump on the bed, that's our stage lah. then my two younger cousins, gary and june's bro will dance behind us. they're the professional dancers!! lols. just shake around and hopping on the bed like rabbits. hah. we'll switch off the lights and will use the torch light to shine around the room. doesn't it looks like a disco? haha. we also play coffee shop thingy. we'll sell food and my nick in there is 'melaksa'. haha. i just thought of the name and will call them to call me that ((: however, i remembered very clearly that there's once when they used the pillow to cover my face. I CAN'T BREATHE!!! i nearly suffocate to death, i struggled furiously but they thought it was fun. thank god, my mom came in on time and she quickly stop them, if not, i'll be dead. i'll not be able to post this entry anymore. i don't blame them, we're still young at that time, we didn't know that this will cause one to die. yeah, that's the nightmare though. but of course, the happy memories are the most important and memorable ones. i love them to the fullest!!

Dear cousins,
although we're not that close anymore, those childhood memories are kept at the bottom of my heart. i've never once forget them and never will i. there may be times when we quarrel over minor prob, there's are just nothing and never will they affect our cousin-ship. therefore, i treasure you and may god bless.